After many months of hand-wringing and hair-pulling, Angie and I are finally, officially through as a couple. It really was over long ago, but neither of us would let it go completely. I had to put an end to it or it would have dragged on indefinitely. I have enough issues of my own in addiction recovery without dealing with someone who left the door open for my return in theory, but in reality was making decisions that were taking her farther and farther away from me. I would have been a fool to let it continue. I still love her so very much, but I don't relate to her anymore. I just don't know what she really wanted, but I figure it wasn't me.