Wednesday, May 09, 2007

The Wages of Sin

I have led a crazy life. I have loved and lost. I have squandered a fortune. I have come close to death. I have alienated my family. I have lost jobs. If it weren't for my brother and mother, I would be out on the street. All because of drugs. And they seemed so cool at the time. It isn't OK to use, not for me. I have used up a significant portion of my dopamine, so that on some days I feel kinda gray. I am doing the best I can, knowing that it could be worse. At least I have two arms, two legs, and two feet. I don't have arthritis (yet). Many are in so much more pain than I. I guess it's true. With advancing age hopefully comes some sort of wisdom and understanding. I want the remainder of my life to be much better than the first part. I have choices. I'm learning how to live for the first time...

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

KREIKKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Esther Garvi said...

I appreciate your honesty. Good luck!

pineapple said...

I wish you lots of luck.